MY BIG QUESTION

I have many big questions in my mind all day everyday. Its really crazy in my head. I always questioned or wondered bout the universe. Its just such a HUGE place. I ask my self what could be out there what other type of life forms there are out there. This is something that has been in my mind for a long time now and i wanna talk about it with people that knows more about it or someone that would know more than i do or my friends do. The only thing is that idk how to talk about it. I dont know how to say what i wanna say because it all gets in my mind and i get excited so i never know how to talk about it. Im just hopeing that before i die ill be able to know alot alot alot more bout the universe or how it works.